I just wanted one. It shocked me when she gave me a Christmas card with some scratch off lotto tickets ( won 40.00 bucks btw)

She had several pictures of Rolex watches and said I'm buying you one decide which one you want.
The market on then has gone up over the last few years. I kinda look at it as an invest piece of jewelry. 4 years ago I could have bought one for about 4k they've doubled in price.
It'd be a birthday and Christmas and 33rd anniversary gift.
But I'm having reservations about it. About her spending her money.
I've bought her tons of gold and diamonds over the years. A 4500.00 diamond bracelet, rings ect. But my favorite is a white gold, diamond, ruby and Sapphire AMERICAN flag brooch. That thing has gone up 25% in value
I have to admit. I consider all of it as part of my retirement funds. She's 15 years older than me. I know I'm bad

But to me it kinda I guess bothers me for her to spend her money on me.
She's a great lady. But to be fair she said if I kick the bucket first. She'd get her money back plus some

I have no idea why I'm posting this. Maybe as a way of talking to myself. I'd never post this on arfcom. They are animals over there.